A Cokewhore and Potential Mistress

Today Nurul told me this:

"The many things we sacrifice for love. "

Its been 3 years in poly since i last had a hircut and i so know many people wants to see me with short hair especailly my boyfriend. He has always been aginst long hair and for fuck's sake i dont really know why he doesn't like girls with long hair and obviously being a very nice girlfriend, i thought i might want to sacrifice my biggest asset this V-DAY. Somehow, it doesnt really fall on VDAY like x-pacted. Cause he cant deal with the wait :)

hell-to-the-yeah.

Today marks the strating date for all AQUARIUS-ES. 21ST January. So Im wishing this people happy birthday in advance.

Hani

Hairil (7 Diamond)

Nazry

Wan-Skunz

and me!!

I Dont care how thick this might sound, buy me presents!! HAHAHHAA.

Anyway, from pictures above, i derived something new here, i think im greatly blessed with an enclosure of guys that are hot, some are fucking charming that leave me speechless at times, and some are the sweetest thing in my life. Guess who represents what character.

And a personal message to my all time beloved boyfriend

Sayang, sayang,

"This year, i dont want a 2 in 1 present k."

Valentines day lain, Birthday lain tau! And anniversary lain also kay!! Btw darrling, this February, marks 2 years 2 months! :) MUAACKS!

-evil laughs

till then, i need to study International Business. A minute of Entertainment for me.

i dont know how else to satisfy you.

i'm just getting tired of all this

Ketika waktu mendatangkan cinta. Aku putuskan memilih dirimu.Setitik rasa itu menetes dan semakin parah.Bisa ku rasa getar jantungmu, mencintaiku apa lagi aku jadikanlah diriku pilihan terakhir hatimu

-Buttefly

& you were alright yesterday

Erm, okay. I have to say i'm going cuckoo! like C-U-C-K-O-O. Really. I just return home from erm, a 2 hour full-on aggressive research at Bedok Reservoir's Mc Donald with Wan Skunz. Ceh mcm faham agressive konon. Tapi tak mengapela ye. Can you frigging' feel me here. HAHAHHA. Somehow or rather despeartion leads me to sit beside a guy that i can get sexcited with whom perpetually help me with the projects. To top it off, his one of the MIO user that i'm suppposed to interview for my Intergrated Marketing Communication Project. I think, I'm BLESSED. He just happen to make my tiny litlle job wayyyyy easier. And just so you know, which part of concentration does i fall under? HAHAHHAHA.Fill in the blanks.k.

Anyway, anyway, if i never move on, i swear i can drag for about 2-3 pages about this. HAHAHAHAH. See how kental this minah sound. Well, it cant be help. Aquarians are like that. No offence to other Aquarians YA! HAHHAHAHA.

Moving on, today is a very longg day at school and i'm very tired. Wan said i look like tak cukup tido. He must have spotted the gigantic eyebags or the panda circles.

Whatever it is, Superman i wana say thank you lar!!

Okay my head's heavy. Night world

Ths week started off pretty good. Monday was rather ho-hum but, tuesday and wednesday, the lecturers/tutors decide to be absent. =) Well, that conlcludes more sleeping time for me. hhehehhee.

Anyway, here are some pictures of Monday Blue's Picture

Currently in the lab now. Fucking bored lar. And all the best to KAYLY! =)

A picture to start the entry.

I think my internet connection is way crap! The moment someone uses the house phone, the connection automatically shuts down for like, say 3 days. It's such a BITCH lar! It's as though im using dial-up. How kental is that? Well, so you know the answers to my very late entries nowadays. Major whatthefuck sia.

Anw, life's kicking hard on me. Grades and Parents. They dont seem to be complimenting me alot these few days. Things taking the hard way out to eveything. Pathetically true. Parents are not understanding me like the're supposed to. I think i have not been an okay daughter. Probably because today my dad gave me a one on one lecture for about 1 and the half hours. It's not that i literally keep track of how long he nags but, it made me yawn so many times that, the only thing that interest me at that time was my watch. Tick tock tick tock.

And talk about grades. which university on earth takes a diploma holder with a GPA of less that 2.5? Anyone?? Nur Fatin Ajman is FUCKING Desperate here! Like major desperate!! I think the dream of becoming the next degree holder is like hopless and whatthehell dream-on-kinda thing. So cross fingers for me!

Moving on, my school family, paid a visit to Singapore Polytechinc. Because the internet connection is like down, i couldnt find the time to retrive the pictures from hotmail. Well, if you wana see, how sexcited we get over pizzahut and the poly iteslf, you can always go to mum's link (lizah) or sis's link (shila). Both way u'll get to see.

So enough said. Next, I sent my BELOVEEEED COUSIN to Taiwan. For some NS course he had to attend. It just reminnded me of Irwan. Aida's boyfriend. So many people send him to the airport lar. Including my Bf. It feel's as though his migrating there. HAHAHHA. Gonna miss you boy! Buy me stuff!! =)

The very next day, had Bpwling and Fish and Co. with the ex-pizzahut mates. There's a gazilllion pics, but i only had time to collage 2 of it. Well the rest can be use in ohter entries maybe. Hhahaha.

Me: Mak, mak... Makkk!!

Lizah- Tears a piece of foolscap and handed it to me.

Bottomline: Mother's knows best!

Today at 8:35pm the man said.

" Youre script was flawless, creative, perfect vocab and evrything else."

oh my, that was the best thing for today! Really, if that's the case....

I WANT an "A" =p

Im just being happy. Lets keep those fingers crossed. If A is hard for you, i dont mind B you know. Takmo jealous ar! :)))

Im deifintely not dead! Well, almost maybe.

This is not surprising. A late entry. Alright Before anything else,

HAPPY 2008 WORLD!

For FUCK'S sake, i thought 2008 was supposed to be good luck kinda year kinda thing rite rite??

Apparentyl 01012008 didnt start of pretty well. Bf was sick for about 2 weeks entire and not only that, he was admitted to Singapore General Hospital. :( It made me cry for so many days because he was in serious condition. Courtesy of my boyfriend, i won't tell what happen. Apparently GOD knows how i feel. It was really bad, that i visited him everyday stayed from 8:00am to like 10-11pm everyday at hospital without fail. I can only hope for him to cure. Fast enough. Not only that, when i reached school, a friend showed tantrum to me over something she mistook that happened. Both the friend and the boyfriend are good now :)) Im glad, i finished the entire pile of projects earlier because god knows what happened next. I think my IMC presentation SUCK! Well maybe because i misinterpreted what the tutor's qestion was. Or perhaps, i'm taken aback with BF's health. I'm not blaming it on him but it seems i got zero percent of concertration for that entire week. It's EFFIN' BAD!

Enough of the rants. Moving on..

Today the ex-BDS-ians had an impromptu gathering!!! Amazing that everyone could make it and they only arranged the meeting 4 hours before the actual time. Its remarkable how sometimes this kind of spontaneous meeting is very productive! There were like 6 of us. Hazwani, Liyana, Supiah, Lina, Me and ohmygodiforgothername. :)). The last time we met each other was 3 years ago! And every single one us is attached!! and its funny that i was the one with the longest relationship among them all. Well, as far as they know, i have never been into BGR Relationship that much in secondary school days. Well the serious sort. HAHAHHHAA. So so so...Sempang Bedok was the venue. Things could not have been better. That night was PERRFECT with a capital-P. Supiah thanks for the pics!! OKAY i think enough said! We've grown i think! :) Everyone is so pretty lar...

Im left with 7 weeks of school. No kidding. I think this is not how it's supposed to be because i felt as though yesterday was orientation. Well, im definitely not looking forward to working life. Really! I dont know how this is supposed to be planned for the next few weeks.I think University is way far from reach. Look, besides the income, my very ASTONISHING OF LESS THAN 2.5 is not helping. Well, so i think University is dream land kinda thing. Cheeby lar! No offense but i think Republicans can get good GPA's by a click. Ohman! This is life! Well MY LIFE. What good fuck! OH as much as fuck is concern, something just rings my bell. I dont remeber where i seen this, but it's fresh lke the ikan at pasar in my brain.

LIFE'S LIKE A DICK
WHEN IT GETS HARD
FUCKED IT

Ironically true!

this is indeed very late, Happy 25th Month my love! :)