Today, i went to snip-snip the hair. No, no! Dont exapct a mohawk or a bob even. Nothin close. I snipped the fringe only. ;) hehs.

Well world, i think its finally time for a proper n-try. Ever since projects taking my space, my entries were merely made of 2-3 sentence to summarise my ho-hum life. Sad because hols weren't well spent. And because of this inactive social life i lead, i lost my drive to write. Well at least now i do have time, i try to fill this space.

So life's becoming prety routine with projects.For the past 2 weeks, i wake up and on my computer straight without detours. Sometimes with turban towel over my head after morning shower, i religiously do my projects. Somehow now i feel so accomplished and i feel DAMN happy. Boyfriend house's like my second home. Have been using his comp to work on the projects. OH YA! Wan has been a joke for the past few days. You know, the kind of feeling when i chat with him. It gives me the sexcited emotions. HAHAHHAA. Mestruating to the point when i got stuck to the keyboard and rolls of laughter followed thorugh. SUPERMAN STOP IT EKH.

Seriously i think its pretty nice to have guy-friends who knows how to draw thier lines. And thats ze reason, im keeping him for friends. Well, boys come and go. But him, is a must KEEP. :) I think my friends make my life worth a living.

aku memang suka pada dirimu
namun aku ada yang punya

constantly, i find myself revolving around this situation.

Oh oh oh my gosh. Christmas gifts were awesome man! Swarovski gave me a necklace worth more then $200 bucks. It was the one i had been yearning and wanting all this while la! The latest autumn winter collection sumore!! I couldn't effin' believe that they actually take note what i wanted. I won't host the picture, i'll wear it! hehehhehe. See how bitchy i sound. hehehhe

Anyways, like many have known i quit work. Not because of the collegues or anything along that line, but mostly because of school. The overload projects. Because i quitted work, they had to call me up, to come down to collect my XMAS gift. How sweet is that. They still remember me larrr... Aiyo.

Oh and not to forget, bf bought fer me a pair of white heels! yes! You heard it right. HEELSSSSS... okay! i never worn heels in my entire life partly because i'm a gala by nature and the other reason was because i cant balance. And this is the very first heels i ever got! So yup, this explains, bf wants the gf to be more ladylike.

Pray i wun trip and fall.
Besides,










Countdown is a must go. Okay Kakis

The gifts were amazing!

Dear Santa, i was just wondering if you could provide me with some of your green elves that has alot of resources on Business Management to help me with my projects.

I've been a really good girl.

Really.

Merry Christmas World.

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I still don't believe this, Its Christmas Eve and i'm at home with projects. What a drag!

Mental torture sia!

So Hari Raya Haji was so so. Instead of beribadah, or anything along that line, i learnt Shuffling! weeee... hehehe.. then i can shuffle my way now. HAHAHA. Funny Funny Funny. We terseliuh alot of times la. Thanks ar KAMAL!! Hhahahaha. ANYWAY, when is the beach outing gonna be?? Someone please tell me the details aite. btw Shila, Wednesday on tak??

Time for update.

Okay, well let me see,

1/8 done with Intergrated Mktg Communication.
0.5/10000 done with Persoanl selling and negotiation skills. (i just dwnload the guidelines from CMS only)
0.009/1000 done with effective writing.

Hence, that left me with....
ALOT MORE TO DO!

Okay, i'm good; at nothing.

Of course, i hinted him, fluttering my very very long eyelashes, giving him the most cutest face i can ever give and ask him very nicely and softly (cutely even) if i can go club.

So, yup, well answered.

Anyways, i'm seeing alot of improvement in me, in life and yes, love of course. Boyfriend has been pretty nice to me nowadays, his been really patient with me. Clich'e as it may sound, i'm packed with projects. Well, always. I think, i spent more time flipping and worrying about ze projects then to actually sit down and strat typing out some sense and logics to what i'm suppose to do.

Movinggg onnnn,

I was suppose to update you guys bout Haagen Dazz remember? =) Whatever it is, from Bedok to Holland Village, half drencehed and cosset with expensive ice-cream on a rainy day(not to mention very heavy rain) is an Effing bad idea! Because, i shiver so much that i forgot how my caramel chocloate and strawberry shortcake taste like. =( But at the end of it, i felt full. So enough said. Pictures were minimal because of bad wheather hence the bad face. =) (blaming on wheather; how smart)

and after eating ice-cream, an approximate 10 mins later, we felt that we should eat something hot to balance the icing stomach, intestine and liver. And so we had instant nooddles at 7-11. I tell you, i'm so full that i barely function.

Oh oh oh! I must say something really important. Today i dress Aida up for her Ball thingy with Irwan. Oh what good friend i am. Surprisingly, we've got so much to gossip about and the Bf(s) sat at the living room so quiet (kriket...kriket....) it was so weird la! They were bestfriends even before me and aida and after such long lost relationship, when they met each other they were like total strangers. HAHAHAHAH. Funny sey!

By de way, i've been full-blown by eminem these few days. Oh yeah the nigger shit is taking its place on me. I'm currently listening to his track "If i get locked up tonight" and it has been repeating on the playlist like 85903402 times lar! And i'm not sick of it YET. =)

Oh i miss Superman!

Night World.

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Mum, sis and me instant reaction : OH MY GOD

Im such a joke la. I tell myself to start on the projects once im done with blogging, but i seem to be blog hopping more then i should. Whatever its is, i miss my friends. i have been spending 99% of the time with the boyfriend. Its not that im getting sick with te bf, but i really really miss the friends. I have a whole lot of friends to list down. Ali, Hani, Hamizah, Anisah, Khairiyah, Aida, Supiah and the secondary sch mates and ya my 2nd loved family; Shila Lizah Nurul Zainal. We planned to head the bech on one of the days but apparently, it's still quite silent till today! I so wana go out!! I can rott at home. I cannot tahan la! I'm so used to work and quitting is hard!

Anyway i just come to realise this : Do you love somebody who hurt you MORE, even though you don't really want that person to apologise because you are afraid? Je suis perdu. Come people, discuss this.

Okay Kap Kun Ka, Mua mau Tido! HAHAHAHAHHA. Beauty of tagalog.

ANYWAYS like mentioned, i wanted to work out like intended. So i cycled from home to Sigalp. Healthy Lifestyle Baby! =)) I Think i've burnt like 8563 kg, so once i reached Siglap, i went KFC to eat. So, balancing up, i still looked the same. Heh!

Today the Bf stayed over at my house cause his mum is away to Malaysia. So i had to make sure he had enough sleep, enough food before he goes to work and in addition, i cooked for him. I cooked extra food so that he can bring them to work as well. I know, im so cool! hahahahha. Okay! It has been a tiring day and yup tommorow, the BELOVEDDDDDD BF gonna treat me to Haagen Daz! I so tell you i cant loose weight anymore. =)) Okay.

I happen to watch Asian Idol and Agnes Monica is HAWTTT la okay!

Hell-to-the-yeah! im not dead and its Saturday Morning and i'm not working! How bout that! Oh my i don't believe i quit working. Lol. The only difference between now and always, is that i've got more time to rest at home and likewise less money as well! Whatever it is, its 2 weeks of Holidays baby!! Seriosuly, the projects still hadnt made any progress but let me just put my mind at ease first. Oh oh oh theres so many things in mind like

Working out, tanning, swimming, clubbing, chilling with friends. Oh nothing feels better then HOLIDAYS! =) Its a wonder why shopping isnt in my list rite?! HAHHAHAHA. tell me bout it cause im BROKE with a capital B.

Anyway yesterday had dinner with boyfriend's family. Inclusive of; Bf's Dad, Bf's Mum, Bf's Sis and all the menantu(s) and ME the HANTU! =) hhahaha. Ate alot till i couldnt breathe! hahahha. Yesterday was quite surprising fer me.

"U!! i pat bawa block u!"

"WATTTTTTT"

Turun jap je plsss..."

fyi, many knows i don't call my BF the i, u language. So make a guess who this is.

ANW, Pictures are donkey years ago the time when i had to work freelance at airport wih the Sister.

This is nothing new. My internet connection deserves a bitch-slap. Yestrday, i finished my International Business project at 12:00am and i was suppose to submit it to Shila as soon as possible. But the internet connection was crap. I kept staring at the ADSL modem hoping and praying, crossing my fingers so that the green light stop blinking.

So after 2 hours of waiting, i FINALLY can send the project over to Shila.

Jangan marah ekh STARHUB!

Anyway, i really must thank Shila for helping me with my individual project on Brand Management. I think i had to redo 99% of the entire report.Sad kan. But the good thing was that, we manage to finish it in 1 hour. PRO LA PULAK. Tell me who the fuck brand themselves. Exactly, no wonder i couldnt understand what the project was all about. I thought there were hidden message behind the project. WTF. and as you can see, the time, when i feel like blogging, the interet connection is soo fast, in fact, faster then the ones at school, but when i'm doing research, it is as bad as not having a connection at all.

It's been 2 years. And im certainly still in love with you.

ps: i have to convey this message a day late cause someone just have to make me angry on the anniversary itself. Hhehehe.

i don't really know what to blog about cause i'm emotionally exhausted with the boyfriend.