Sunday, September 30, 2007 : COME AND DANCE WITH ME
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Touched]
Oh i have been pretty busy lately. Like really busy. :( Have been working everyday. What's worse, from tommorow onwards, i will be inconviniently shifting myself from Takashimaya to Raffles Place to Centrepoint.
So ya, to those lovely friends who always pays me a visit every now and then, do give me a buzz before you want to visit me aite i'll be everywhere.
And ya, Hairil thanks for the surprise drop-by today. That's sweet you know.
And also to Sebastian and the friend thanks for coming down 3 times this week. It makes my week a whole lotta fun!
Saturday, September 29, 2007 :
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Current Mood:
Excited]
IT'S SATURDAY
I'm going to meet the boyfriend now! BYE!
Monday, September 24, 2007 :
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Okay]
And all i wana say is that, i cant wait to meet my 2d family on Thursday like planned! Weee... I'm all excited. And yes Lilin as well :D
BYYYYTHEWAYYYY, that's me! :)
Sunday, September 23, 2007 : FAMILY DINNER
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Current Mood:
Content]
Surprisingly, today was good dinner with the family and relatives and finally i saw Kamal after an approximate of 3 months i suppose. My cousins seem all big now. The next thing i know today, they already have friendsters. How cute. I guess they are pretty mature already. Not to mention im the eldest in the family tree, its good to see you're cousins acting, talking and dressing like you. :D
: YOU DESERVE TO DIE, A SLOW SORE DEATH.
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Current Mood:
Hot]
Pardon me for being vague, i'll give you a brief idea. The bottom line of this entry is that
For 19 years of living in a girl's life, being a silent spectator to this unfair life we lead, Guys are just made my God, to break the hearts of Girls, be it intentionally or unintentionally. But for whatever reasons, i believe, most of these grounds were made deliberately. It happened to me once, that my guy betrayed me. Rectification, 4-5 times indeed. And i'm not surprise if tommorow is the same thing again. Some made promises that, they will be sincere as possible, some swear upon god, upon flowers upon anything under the sun to remain true how sad these promises fell to a rotten saying. and when qustioned to made promises to be true and dedicated, they fell to deaf ears.
I dont really understand what Guys seek in a relationship, companionship? sex? or romance wise? But for whatever reasons it may seems, she's got to be as beautiful as Jessica Alba, as Hot as Angelina Joline and as kind as Mother Theresa izit? Then they'll be good and satisfied. Or perhaps only these Bustards are able to answer them. Some have decent,good, respectable sincere girlfriends but they just decide to be blatantly stupid and fool around, looking for better ones to play around with. It always seems that guys are never content to whatever they have and at all times wanting the best of both worlds.
It leaves us, women/girls with just pounding headaches, uncountable cries and a wrenching heart. Depressing how we have to love someone who in the end leaves us in the state of betrayal.I suppose many haven't reach the maturity level and hadn't had a bonafide of love experience, though, thus this kind of gets to where the core of this issue.
I don't really know what "boyfriend" means anymore.
and i'm starting to doubt if there's even one now; a good,sincere,loyal and understanding.
Is that too much too asked for?
: I BELONG TO YOU.
[Current Mood: 
Loved]
I only wanted you to stay
Linger and mean the words you said
Foolishly i romanticized
Someone was saving my life for the first time
I only wanted you to be there when i open my eyes.
Saturday, September 22, 2007 : I'LL SEE YOU LATER BOY.
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Current Mood:
Okay]
Time Check: 11:30pm
Today i woke up to see 7 messages from the boyfriend.
2 messages was around 2:00am in the morning, the other was 4:00am, 4:30am, 7:00am, 9:00am, 11:20am. So i decide to call him up, after being awaken by the last message vibration.
Him: Awak pegi mane tak reply?? Kite messsage blie sahur pun tak reply.
Me: Kite Tido la! Aiyoo!!
Yesterday he scolded me for being paranoid, well eventually today it seems that he's the one. AIIYOO. Anyways, yesterday, he told me that next year we'll be going to ROME together! WEEE...
Till then,
Im happy and im going to meet him in 3 hours time :D
BYE BYE.
Friday, September 21, 2007 : DEAR LIFE
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Current Mood:
Numb]
[Current Song: Dear Life- Anthony Hamilton]
Sometimes in life,You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you, belong.
Hold on Dear Life,
Don't go off running from what's new,
I became somebody, through loving you.
: RAINBOW OVERHEAD
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Current Mood:
Dead]
I must proudly say that today is my first and official day that i break fast with the family :D Its good cause it has been eons since i had this family reunion kinda thing, well, im always busy according the the relatives and cousins. In the late afternoon, we headed down to Arab street to get ALOT of food for the break-fast. I supposed dad spent an approximate amount of $40.00 just on pastries and cakes. I tell you, the cakes there are so cute and adorable and they look pretty tempting. Well, then again, it might be the Nafsu.
HAHAHA.
Oh my, today marks the first day i tried a HALAL TIRAMISU! :)
Fasting month means loosing weight, but according to the grapevines, my weight is increasing tremendously indeed.
After spending, a good sum of cash and splurging them entirely on food, we make our way to Kamal's house at Chai Chee. So apprently, i had, Spaghetti with hotdogs, 4 pieces of Roti Kirai with chicken curry, a slice of Pizza Hut's Seafood Pizza and the pastries that Dad bought earlier on. And there goes the stomach, it is as huge as the DHL Hot Air Balloon at Bugis. Really, i'm not kidding.
At 8:00pm, i left the cousins house to meet the boyfriend and we embark on the journey to Geylang Serai. Geylang Sipaku Geylang. Nothing's new, it's mat and minah rep infested! Like totally. Boyfriend was rather uneasy due to the very much mat rep around. So after buying the couple pair Baju Kurung, we headed home. He told me he doesnt want to go Geyalng again. But as far as im cocern, i'll drag him there again, cause i haven got to but the Den-Deng, the Ayam Percik and the Burger Ramli. He insisted that we should go home as quickly as possible just now because he couldn't stand the sight of the overwhelming number of Mat Reps :((
Before, i forget, today i went down to the nearest hairdresser with my boxers and in a state where i still have not bathe yet. HAHHAHA. I was plainly lazy thus, i couldn't be bothered to get dress and wash up before i make my way to get my haircut. :) Amazing, how many stares i got. HAHHAHA. Anyway, i don't quite like the new look, cause it seems that i look more Cheena now.
NEVERTHEMIND.
: WHEN YOURE MY SUNSHINE
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Current Mood:
Quixotic]
Okay, i'm maybe one day late but, i'm still shouting this out to the boyfriend
Somehow, i mis-count. Tommorow you shall tell me, this is our how-many years and months aite! H
ehehe.
Thursday, September 20, 2007 : WHEN THE RAIN FALLS.
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Current Mood:
Sympathetic]
I don't know if it's me or keyboard. It seems asthough i'm slamming my fingers real hard on the keyboard cause apparently, it seems very loud and im afraid, this might wake the sister's bf up.
Today i felt as though a dagger went into my heart and slit them into tiny little peices. What could have possible been more horrible then having all of your bestfriends down at the same time. Many knows that i have 3 very close friends, which i call them my bestfriend. Aida, Hamizah and Ahmad. I can say 99% of them knows they are my bestbud ever. My shoulders to my sorrows, my joy, my happiness. All of them were once attached, but today, it's all about being independent. Where out of the blue they have to embrace the world of being Single even if they detest or hate to be in that.
It's depressing why do all this happen to my bestfriend. Dear god, i can't be there for all at the same time. The fact that its ALL OF MY BESTFRIEND. I knew exactly how they felt. The sorrows and the tear that hides behind those sacharrine smile they fake upon. All i can do is to pray to you God, to give them happiness and the courage for them to move on and be happy. I was once in their shoes. Well infact a couple of times. I was close to sucidal, but, i don't want my beloved friends to be feeling that way. Their grief is my crime.
I finally caught up with Ahmad after work today. I dont belive i actually cried an uncountable times to his story. I'm aware that, he'll find a better gf soon. Its really heartbreaking to hear his plight. I wish things will go abit brighter for him tommorrow. Till then, i love you my friends.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 : MSN IS A PAIN IN THE VAGINA
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Currrent Mood:
Annoyed]
I just come to realised that i'm not balance. Fatin-what-the-fuck sia. HAHHAA. Apparently, it seems that 99/100 entries were about the boyfriend. So i guess i'll give you a sneek about my other daily rants.
Moving on,
I must say, MSN has never been on my side since donkey months back. I've downloaded it like 24758945 times and still there's this firewall blockage kinda thing. And seriously, i dont know how to unblock or remove this firewall. Anyone care to help? Literally i don't understand the error code that they are trying to emphasize here. Maybe i have to do something to entire computer system cause it seems that my ORIGINAL SIMS game that i have bought for a few hundred buckaroos is unable to install as well. Not to mention the expansion pack that i continuously buy.
Therefore bottom line of the above paragraph is that,
If you're just wondering, my computer is only 10 months old. Its really new and crossing my fingers, i hope that, i don't have to send it for repair cause i don't have a substitue gadget that i can use to blog unless, i will have to deliberately make friends and be nice to the father and uses his handphone to type out my entires. The wonders of technology nowadays.
Work was great today. I must say, Centerpoint has a very very nice and friendly ambience to work at. Its surprising, that for the past few weeks, i have been spending my entire holidays there and not to mention my circle of friends have enlarged and miraculously, they come from different walks of life. I have cleaners, security guards, haagen daz, braviszimo ice-cream and not forgeting coffee bean staff talking and breaking their fast with me as though we've known for long.
In other words, GO CENTERPOINT.
Hhahahha.
Time check now is 1:08am. I've got to catch those beauty sleep cause tommorrow is another full-shift. Oh tell me my life revolves around work and more work. Sadly, i must say, you're right. Till then todles and the bed's calling me :D
Monday, September 17, 2007 : YOU HAVE BEEN STAMPED LAZY.
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Current Mood: 
Aggravated]
Work was ho-mum boring/okay kinda thing. I must say that poly interns nowadays isn't kinda helpful to have them around. In fact, i feel that having them, it's more of a burden. Some were plainly a pain in the vagina. They are evidently lazy and can't be bothered to learn. Its sad that they posses these attitude when in reality they are being graded according to their showmanship and overall performance. Unless, their GPA is already 4.0 maybe then they won't have to bother about having good grades for the IPP.
Some even goes to the extend to launch a complain to their parents when we ask them to take stocks from other outlets. I'm like HEEELLLOO.. this is part of you Fuckin'IPP. You've got to embrace them even if you like it or not. Unless you don't mind loosing your grades. Maybe teengaers nowadays are really spoilt. Being a teenager myself, its kinda embaressed that youths nowadays depict such image.
: WE LOVE YOU STILL.
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Current Mood: 
Numb]
[Current Song: Atas Nama Cinta-Rossa]
mengapa yang lain bisa
mendua dengan mudahnya
namun kita terbelengu
dalam ikatan tanpa cinta
Today, well, like usual, i will go Hani's blog and read her entires. But today, i saw something about Hamizah, my best collegues/partner/bestie. I know deep down it's hard for her to cope with the tarmenting BGR problems. I dont deny the fact that, a guy can make a girl feel so hurt, barely for her to go through with life again. Its like having those sharp blades making thier way through your heart.
Its sad how this particular starnger can means so much to us. Making us feel as though they are the one. Love takes hostages as mentioned. It makes you cry in darkness. Love is a vicious cycle. The good side will only comes later.
Hani my dear, i need you to be there for Hamizah, cause apprently, i cant. Its hell hard to get Khush. Its a one day late reply kinda thing. Riht now, i'm still messaging him. I hope its productive.
HAMIZAH, YOU'VE GOT TO BE STRONG SWEETHEART.
: I WANT A RIDE.
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Cuurent Mood:
Crazy]
That's when you have two in a fitting room :)
I MISS THE BOYFRIEND ALREADY.
Hello world!
I must say, i have itchy fingers and i can't help but to change my template from time to time. Nevertheless, by far, this week has been really fast and last weekend was marvellous, that the time past me like a whim. Sad isn't it, cause i would have to start counting down on my days again till i meet the boyfriend on the next weeked. Which is an approximate of..
5 days,
120 hours,
7200 minutes,
432000 seconds.
Oh no! As fas as i-miss-the-boyfriend syndrome is concern, that's a friggin' long wait! And im gonna miss him so bad. Oh someone please dig me my grave. But, on a happier note, last 2 days, i have been starting my shift at 2:30 onwards. Thus, i won't have to wake up in the wee hours of morning and drag myself to Centerpoint. In addition, i only have 1 day OFF despite the Full-shits that i do everyday. Amazingly, this week, i've got my weekends off for good. That makes my Friday, Saturday and Sunday a perfect end to the week. :))
Sunday, September 16, 2007 : Embrace the future.
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Current Mood:
Energetic]
I met the cute-chipmunk at Siglap. Our main intention to go to Siglap was because my mum wants to see the boyfriend because he hasn't seen my mum since 4 months back. So today, the family ties are back for good yay! My mum's accepting him with open hearts. :) Oh god wht more can i ask for. Then after Sigalp, we headed to Beach Road and Orcahrd Road to shop! We spent like 200 buckaroos on shopping and he bought me a new ear piece from Phillips and guess what! Its white and what's more, it has these additional pink, black, blue and green covers for the ear-piece where i can choose and replace them whenever i like. Awesome isnt it :D
After that we headed to Raffles City to get Donut Factory for the family. (his side) But we decide that we should order Canadian instead. 2 for 1. So, eventually i break fast at his house with the family. It's really nice when the Dad seems to talk alot more then usual to me. Really and surprisingly, today his mum addresses herself as "MAK"
The fact that she calls herself Mak, makes me abit uneasy cause I always reply her conversation with "Cik" instead. Im really not used to call someone else Mak besides my mum. There was once i tried to call her mak just now since she's addressing herself as "EMAK" And i think its really weird!! I KINDA SUCK AT IT! HAHAHAA.. Maybe i'll make do with what i'm comfortable with and when i get the hang of it, i shall make some amendments to what i'm suppose to call the soon to be mother in law. hah!
Saturday, September 15, 2007 : After we kiss, we...
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Current Mood:
Loved]
And because its impossible to have room for two in this small, small heart of mine, i chose you to occupy that space, forever.
: Tommorrow's the day.
[Current Mood:
Ecstatic]
I have a thing for guys that have a lot of piercing!
Arrrgghh! That's the reason why i have difficulty avoiding Hairil. FUCK IT. Nevertheless, this is nothing new, i still love the boyfriend from the bottom of my heart (steals from Britney Spears tag-lines)
Guess what, Nur Fatin Ajman is having a very bad face day, erm.. for 3 days to be exact. Somehow or rather, i have accidentally indulged myself in this very very nice chocolate that the sister's boyfriend brought home from German and apparently, they contain chinky peanuts. For those, who doesnt know bout this,
NUR FATIN AJMAN IS ALLERGIC TO PEANUTS.
So eventually at work , i was scratching my face really hard. That it was so red, that some skin peeled off. It's like really disgusting. So if you happen to hate this bitch, all you can do is stuff her up with peanuts and she'll die. Really. Die Fatin Die. HAHAHHAA. Anyway, Hairil's asking me out tommorow. But as most of you might have known, every saturday is me and the boyfriend's day. So i supposed, he'll have to make up with me some other time. The last time i saw the boyfriend was 6 days ago. I could have died. So i won't have any plans with anyone on Saturdays. and that's a confirmation! :)
Enough of sad and love stories. Im sick of it. I could be with him today and tommorrow with someone else, so from here, i learnt to embrace my days with much fun and bliss with whoever im loving for now. Anyway, on a happier note, shopping commence tommorow cause the $$$ has arrived. Oh yes. My love says we'll shop till we drop tommorrow. I love to shop with you. Yes you! :))
And i can sense that tommorrow is gonna be an awesome day cause i can feel it in the funny bone and in my guts. Yup!
Friday, September 14, 2007 : Results. Results. Results.
[Current Mood:
Exultant]
Time Check: 9:00am
My heartbeat, was extremely fast i'm so afraid that i couldn't make it for my results. Especially Global Supply Chain and International Marketing. While the page status was still loading, i was chanting my prayers like really fast and guess what!
NUR FATIN AJMAN PASSED WITH SOARING COLOURS !!!!
And i must proudly say this. For the first time in my entire 3 years, i dont have a D Grade in the results :) Okay now i can go shopping and travel to Bali with minds and hearts full of ease!
YAHOOOO.
Thursday, September 13, 2007 : Yes you, hold my hand and we'll walk under the sun together.
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Current Mood:
Energetic]
OHMYGOD. Can you friggin believe it! Tommorow's my final working day before freedom starts kickin' in. YEAH BABY! Even if its one pathetic off day, its a HELALUYA kinda feeling ya' know :)I think i've wasted like my holidays for working. I know this money will come productive cause im going Bali and guess who's my Bali partner! Hairil! Hahhaha. Amazingly, he wants to accompany me. So we'll be saving all those $$$ to venture Bali in December. YAHHHOOOO.
It's a sad thing that the bf, cant tag along. The boyfriend told me i can't go for more then 1 week. So i supposed that's kinda fine for me since December isn't a school holiday for year 3 polytechnic students. And today, the boyfriend told me that, after polytechnic, im not supposed to go overseas to work, no airstewerdess as a career, no going abroad to furthur studies. He said i must comply to his rules. Cause he wants to start arranging for the Big Day. Now i feel im talking to a real mature man! and not to mention, he sounds alot like a police officer.
Okay. But i want to go Bangkok! With my friends. AND I KNOW my friends love travelling like me! YAY! :)) Its fun when you have the kaki's!
Wednesday, September 12, 2007 : Ramadhan's Back
[Current Mood: Thoughtful]
Ramadhan will be arriving in a few hours time. That means, no bitching, no kissing, no lusty moments, no sex, no vulgar, no grasping, no drinking, no mini skirts, no crotch length skirts, no tubes, no hot pants, no halters, no sex appealling clothes and no clubbing for all muslims :)
I shall try to refrain all these temptations. Its pretty hard when you have a boyfriend you know. Hehhehe. Neverheless, we'll try to respect the month as much as we can. And we can go haywire and hanky panky after the 1 month :D
Therefore, i shall bid all muslims,
SELAMAT MENGERJAKAN IBADAH PUASA.
: When you put that ring onto my finger.
And if god permits, we'll be getting married, 2 years from now. Insyallah :))
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 : Mum know's best.
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Current Mood:
Blessed]
[
Current Song: Kekasih Gelapku; Ungu]
Today i felt God loves me very much. And i know he does. Today, on the 10th of September 2007, my mum finally accepted me and the boyfriend. :) What more can i ask for. Dear God, thanks for everything, thanks for opening the hearts of my mum to accept the boyfriend. There's no word to potray this major thank you to you.
Because it started off with Helmee, that saw me and the boyfriend at Marina Square last Saturday and as expacted, he told my mum like instataneously. My mum was pretty upset that i lied to her, but apprently, i decide to convey this moment of thruth to her, the thruth might hurt her, but she says she's willing to accept whoever im with. She just hoped the boyfriend won't do all that nonsense things, like betraying and 2-timing again. For today, i decide to give him another chance.
Byyytheeewayyyy, that's my house you're looking at. It has the Safari's touch.
Monday, September 10, 2007 : Is that your Identity?
By far, Identity has been the best game invented. Firstly, because its so easy to understand especially for slow-pokes like me :) Secondly, I find it relatively interesting to guess one's occupation. Really, I ran home after work, so that i won't missed tt reality game show.
2 Thumbs-Up!
: This time was different.
[Current Mood:
Loved]
I love you, Honey.
: We'll colour them bright.
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Current Mood:
Sleepy]
This space has been begging me for a make-over. And Tada! Oh yes, tell me they look more pure and untainted now. Oh yes, White has been my love since then. And i supposed, my hair is screaming for some major transformation and revolutionize. Okay. How about next month? :)
Good night world.
: When, Sheerlock doesnt know the answers to LOVE
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Current Mood:
Contemplative]
Shoutout to the sister's boyfriend: Thank you for that Billabong tube top!
Okay CHELLITUBBIES ROCK! hahahaa.
Today, it felt as though, it wasn't 24 hours. Instead, it felt like 3586956074 hours. I was yawning throughout the entire day. I supposed it was really bad, that a customer came up to me and said: "I suppose you're bored!" Erm..BINGO! Hahaha. Ironic to what i was feeling, the moment i step into the house, my energy was as though recharged. And that's the reason why for blogging rite now. :D Whatever it is, i think im missing out in alot of things. For instance shopping. My fingers are getting really itchy and my feets are already telling me to go Vivo and Orchard to shop. But it seems that, the hole in the pocket is still not fixed yet. What's getting on my tits is that, my money is running like really fast, like those speedy gonzalas you watched in Cartoon Network. Yup. And i don't really know where it has charitied itself to :( Well, at least i know, next month's pay is more then a thousand buckaroos!!
COMMON' Tell me you're jealous. Common'. HAHHAHA.
On a different note, its kinda sad and depressing especially to hear your friends breaking up with their loved ones. Its a slit in the heart cause i know what it feels like. Sometimes they say, LOVE is horrible cause it makes you very vulnerable.It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. But then again, LOVE makes me high as well. Well, there's a good and bad for everyting. It either makes a person so high, that she/he ended up floating in cloud 99. or it makes he/she so down, that, drowing in the mud seems so much better. Pick your choice for now for it will be a different situation the next day.
Ppss: To Aida and Hamizah. I know you can pull this. If he's yours, he'll come back when you least expact it. Beep me if you guys need any company :)
Sunday, September 9, 2007 : Yes, I Do.
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Current Mood:
Exultant]
I miss you Mohammed Sophian! I think the drug's kickin' in.
Anway for your information, my bf has never been the sweet, lovey dovey kind. But today was exceptional. He went
"Awak, don't leave me. Kite sayang awak sangat."
Oh-kay! My chipmunk just made me reallllyy happy. There i said it. Im happy :) and he said, im the preetiest and the bestgirlfriend he ever had! Not to mention the longest! YAY! :))
: Fly me to the moon
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Current Mood:
Lazy]
Many have commented that i don't deserve the boyfriend/ the boyfriend don't deserve me. And today, some people decide to be a pain in my vagina by telling my parents i went clubbing. WHATTHEFUCK. I have spy-s and on top of that, i feel as though im a superstar being followed around by these creepy paparazi. Maybe my world revolves around people i don't know and apparently, these people seems to know me, very well indeed. Thanks ekh for making my life miserable. Thanks.
Like said, i went out with the boyfriend today. I can never be happier then this. Unfortunately, he was sick in the midst of our walk under the void deck. His legs were suddenly shivering, his sweating and his body felt so cold. I was more then scared. He couldn't stand and the fact, Im not a nurse and i really don't know what to do. I ask him to lie down on my lap, i stroke his forehead, his face was pale, really pale. I was so scared that i almost teared. I dont know what to do. I immediately ran to the nearest mama shop, grab him, plum juice, and strawberry bread. (I thought, it's probably due to not having breakfast) But it was sad when after 20 mins, his conditions was still the same. Then, i tried to give him feet massage, try to wipe his sweats, give him fresh air...whatever it was.. then i ran to the shop again, this time to buy him, H20. H20 has been my medicine whenever im sick, so i suppose it might work on him as well. And guess what, it did after 10 mins! I felt so happy and phew! FATIN SAVES THE DAY!! And after that, he was strong enough to venture Suntec with me. :))
After shopping, we headed back home to his house. Its kinda warm and feel loved when i knocked on the door and say "ASSALAMUALAIKUM!!!" And apaperntly from outside i can hear his mum says "Walaikumsalam!! Menantu cik yang paling kecik da sampai ekh!!"
That made me smile and it was like carved permanently on my lips. Im the youngest in his family. And today i saw his brother's newly wed wife for the first time. And then something struck me immediately, comparing me and her, we're like heaven and hell. Horns and Halos. You know. She's with tudung and trackpants kinda girl. I smiled at her. She smiled back. I supposed it looked kinda forced probably she thought "WHO THE HELL IS THIS BLONDE WANNABE??". But i didnt mind abit, cause i've known the family for like 1 year 9 mnths, and im positive the parents love me as well, and being the youngest and the most cutest helps alot you know. :D Then i saw the mum talking about me, maybe, introducing her to me, without my prescence kinda thing.
" Ni sophian nye kawan pompuan, da lame jugak dorang"
Okay that's sweet. HEHEHEHE. I love the extended family, cause they're like really sweet. :) Good bye, tommorow ngaji again! Target Quran by next year! Yasin's a breeze nowdays! HAHAHHA. I kidd i kidd! Im not trying to boast. Till then. love you boyfriend. Next Saturday, we'll buka together-gether kay. :))
Saturday, September 8, 2007 : We said, never looked back.
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Current Mood:
Scared]
Im putting my foot down on this.
I've had it. Everyone makes mistake. Why doesnt everyone seems forgiving enough to forgive the boyfriend. And this is specailly reffering to my parents. I don't understand the fact why are my parents are so against the boyfriend. Probably because he cheated on me like 4-5 times. I mean, face the fact, no one is perfect. What really matters is the lesson we learnt and how we can prevent ourselves from being in the same predicament again, don’t you think so? Do you even know that person to judge him in the first place? It is just too sad that people choose to believe what they hear without caring if there is another side to the story
Its me that have been longest with the boyfriend. Mum, Dad, Stop being so wrapped up in your own personal bubble and why not open up your minute minds for a change. Everyone has their history but isn’t all that in the past? People just need second chances but with these Neanderthals around, it could be hard or even impossible for them to start anew. If it was you, I am very sure you would have wanted your second chance to make up for whichever mistakes you did in the past. Believe me, I know that person well enough by now to know if she/he has changed. It is all different now. Dad, Mum, its hard having only sided party.
Mum, Dad, if you don't want him, i'll take my leave. Stop bothering my personal affairs then. We're done!
Friday, September 7, 2007 : When the moon, takes over the sun.
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Current Mood:
Busy]
You know, theres many many weird peopl in clubs that i didnt know they exsisted but apparently, they know i exsisted. To know my name, my workplace, my circle of friends make things more bizzare. The first time i entered MOS, I saw this guy, who apparently know that i worked at pizza hut. Its either he sees me around being the very pathetic and disorganised waitress or something around that line, then i have my sister friends that goes
"Aqilah i saw ur sister at MOS, she didnt dance la, she's in the toilet most of the time"
Hahahha..if you're reading my blog girl, i really don't know who you are. but you're cute enough to report it to my sister. Then i went again and this time, people say i look intelligent enough to own a blog, so they happen to know my blogs. HAHHAHAA.
Then the recent trip, there was this guy. He was looking at me like 99/100 times in the club. But the fact he didnt smile makes it abit scarier. And finally after half and hour of pure staring, looking, gazing or whatvever, he smiled. He stretched his hands and pull me away from my friends.
Him: "Ni kawan Hamizah kan? You know Hamizah's bestfriend Erni??
Me:Ya..
Him: Do you know me?
Me: No?!
Him: Really??
Me: Ya...
Him: Im Erni's boyfriend.
Me: Okay.Cool!!
Hmm..now im wondering how does the boyfriend knows me, when i have never seen him before in my entire 19 years of life. Weird weird weird. Anyway, the bottom line of this entry, is that, i want to sleep :D and tommorow's Saturday, that means, me and the boyfriend's day&night out! YYYAAAHHHOOO. BYE!
Religious class at 9:00am tommoroow!! We've got to balance the good and bad ya'll.
Club, club, ngaji ngaji..
